| hey people so much has happeend. like so much. my heart is in cali. im in missouri. my best friends in wisconsin. i went to a theme park today and went on a sweet roller coster. i miss andrew. ah im going crazy. i need to go see him in california. grr.
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| heyyy. well summer rocks. summer school starts monday. and guess who i have it w/... the most awesomest person *julian*<3 YAY! haha. then once that is over missouri here i come babii!! alot of werid stuff has been happening. hm. i got some pictures for who ever reads my xanga to enjoy. ha. mucho love
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^ cause were that cool.
^what can i say. they love me!
^ thats what we did when we saw you!!
^ look how amazingly beautiful she is!
^ i think i love him<3
^ beautiful<3
^ me sleeping at gigi's. aw.
^ adurka durka =*
^ even in darkness the light shines through.
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| yes. school is out. but i go back to summer school in a week. ha. that wont be that bad though. hah 4 hours of algebra a day. so exciting. i still miss mario and it's been forever. o well. today was fun. went to school took finals. sheila rode the bus home with me. then we layed out for a while. then micheal christopher picked us up and we went to China Buffet it was yum and fun. ha. then we walked around roshell boring. then we saw the lovely ada and joe joe. then we were bored. now she just walked home and im already bored and its the first day of summer. so i'm gettin tannner and tanner day by day haha. and now my back is burnt. ha. and i have a stupid outline of the stupid tank top i was wearing instead of my swim suit. i want a new one tho. here are some pictures <3
^ sheila too scared to walk through the field alone<3
^ me n jp. he rocks my socks.
^ my lovely lily and emme. last lunch together =(
^ your jelious that you can't jump that high.
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^ Jesus Crist my Lord Savoir<3
^ don't cha love us<3
^ Aw My bOo BOo BaBy<3
ahh im done. enjoy those pics and leave some <3
-Melanie Marie
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| ok people. i think that you don't really understand how much you love someone until there just not there any more. then he still gives you hope. whats up with that. i'm dynig just to be his and him to be mine. it's been a while but i still can't just let go. its aboustly horrible. it's not healthy. he's killing me. i need someone to walk into my life and give me that sparkle in my eyee.. i need that someone to love me and hold me tight. never want to let go. scream at me at the top of his lungs then hug and kiss me and say he's sorry. i need that someone to be my everything. everything... ill pray to God to help him guide himself in my direction. but on a different note. schools almost over 2 moredays YES. then i have a week off then back to summer school. but thats not that bad. only 14 days of that. then i'm going to my dad's probably. i dont know. hm. i got my schudual for next year
German 1
Phys Ed(10)
Cloth 1
Adv Eng(10)
Chemistry
lunch (c)
Geometry
Parenting
*nice huh? lol im so excited. not. i'm gonna fall behind i have like all the hard classes that aren't honors. damn. i guess ill jsut have to try this year. sounds exciteing doesn't it?
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| well. my last entry didn't really make sense. o well. ha. last night was completely AWESOME. so i got ready then lizzy come over then sheila and gigi. all of us looking like major HawTies<3. Then beck took us to thee show. we arrived to find aLOT of awesome people. then i sawwwwwww dan. omg it was so much fun. then we all went to taco Huttt. hahaha . the door flew up while we were going on a big road. hahaha. lizzy almost when flying out. great. then we chilled at taco hut. and i danced with harrison. then we went to pats to unload. and like me n DAn talked. then we all went home. and dan came over to talk to meeeeeeeeeeeee. it was a very intesting night. i had so much fun with sheila gigi jen lizzy, it was great. i love my girlllls.
*my longing for him, starts to simmer down.
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Melanie Marie |
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